Mary Beth Lawler Art Blog
I was going to write this update last week while I was home recuperating but I felt so lousy I decided to wait. I'm so glad I did. The last blast was a strong one and it really knocked me down. Last week I was miserable, sick, cranky, angry and not a lot of fun. My blog would not have been a pleasant read. This week I feel more like myself again. The chemotherapy is still doing it's thing in my system and I am still experiencing all of the side effect but I am feeling some of them beginning to fade. Last week I was one with the bed, just rolling over was not worth the effort but now I have more energy, I'm able to work and looking forward to teaching at Snow Farm in Williamsburg, MA the week of the 16th. www.snowfarm.org. My head is like a barren winter wasteland and I keep looking for signs of spring. Any little sprout will do. I keep pestering Alex, "Do you see anything yet? Look again, are you sure? It's too early for my hair to start growing back but I can wish can't I?